I crave physical contact so badly. Not the horny, sexual pawing. I crave to be held, cuddled and kissed. There is this music video that I often see on MTV 2. It's all animated but it shows a girl riding in the subway and walking through a park with all these people doing these affectionate things. Like an old couple who are sitting on a bench and rub their feet together. And a young couple sitting on the ground and the girl takes her boyfriends head in her lap and is stroking his hair. And then there is another couple in the subway. The girl leaning against the guys chest with his chin resting on top her head. And I just love in the Dashboard Confessional video where he is kissing her and has his hands on her hips with his fingers entwined in her shirt. I want that. I crave that. I wish you could just have that and love without all the complications of relationships these days. Worrying if the other person cares for you as much as you care about them. When is the right time to say I love you. When is it okay to sleep with the person. When it is okay to be completly comfortable.