Tonight was actually more fun that I thought it would be. It made me actually realize how nice it is not to be in a relationship. I got to experience the dark side of it. Tonight I was invited to go out with Jess, her boyfriend James and their married friend Brandon minus his wife. I should mention Brandon is as cute as pie, been married for two years but six months of that they were seperated. His wife Jen is a nag. She does the whole counting thing, you know if Brandon says an inappropriate thing she in a pissy voice says "Brandon thats one....Brandon thats two" And she keeps doing it.

So anyways the four of us went out to see the "New Kid" and then to dinner at Chili's. I was suprised, but I actually had fun. I usually feel like the third wheel, fourth wheel whatever. But the night kind of was a rant fest. Brandon got to let loose and comlain about Jen, Jess complained about and disciplined James and James made some rants about Jess. Jess ended up leaving ticked. Then I remembered the not so fun aspect of it all. Not being able to completly be yourself. I could say whatever I wanted and not have to worry about what my significant other would think. No matter how comfortable you are with that person you are not 100% of yourself. I liked having that feeling of being 100% myself.