(This dress,in black will be my birthday dress,if it gets delivered in time)

C'est facile

serendipity:(ser'en-dip'e-te)n.making fortuate and unexpected discoverys by accident

"She has such a good attitude that she could have fun anywhere."(customers response to friend when I said that I loved my job as a waitress and that it was actually a lot of fun)

To me life is a bunch of hill tops and valleys. Right now I am on a hilltop. Nearly everything in my life is working. I still have a place to live which is definitly a bonus. I love one of my jobs and the other one is fine. I am financially stable. I am sane of mind because I have only this week left for school and then I am taking a year off of school or if I want to sound tres sophisticated I'll call it a sabatical. Me and Erin are getting along. Jess is pretty busy with her boytoy which is good because I don't have much time to spend with her. Well everything except for the guy.(that reminds me of the band from a few years back, EVERYTHING BUT THE GIRL) I think that is okay. There are times when I wish it were different but most times I don't hate being single. Gosh, where would I fit a guy when I have one night off a week (which is Erin, Logan and Katie night) and work 57 hrs a week. I think I am slowly working my way over the Jeremy situation. Emphasis on slowly. I still get mad jealous when I see him flirt back with Toni. But the one thing is I don't SEE myself with him anymore. I think we've grown apart from him nearly enough. That doesn't mean I don't think about him. I just no longer see a future between us. I think I could completly heal myself from him if he would just quit this job now which he says he will but he says a lot of things that he never gets around to.I originally really wanted him to take me out for my birthday but I have serious doubts about it now. I don't think it is a good idea. I think I should keep him at an arms length because I'm trying really hard to break all my attachments. Why can't every be simple? Ce'st facile.