Do you ever wonder how people percieve you? It's so hard to know what people really think of you. Like I can look in the mirror and think I look pretty decent but then I'll see a photo and think "Wow, do I really look this bad in real life?". I must have a great self esteem because I seem to think that I look better than the picture shows me to be. Then I have to overanalyse how fat I look and how red my cheeks are and how a double chin has appeared. It does not help that my sister's Sarah and Carmen are very photogenic. Sarah especially. Try being in a family photo with them. But then again I know that my mother is beautiful, at least to me,in real life but that is never shown in pictures. But I think there is so much more to a person that can't be shown in a picture. The way they laugh and the expression on their face.Plus I was watching the E channel and Kirsten Dunst was saying that she doesn't consider herself beautiful, her heads to big and she's to fat. If even Kirsten Dunst thinks she has flaws maybe there is hope for the rest of us.They say the hardest critic you'll ever have to face is yourself. I must thoughroughly agree. (Jeremy update for today on previous entry)