I stole this, I admit sappy quote, off of my email. But as sappy as it is isn't it true?

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

I absolutly hate the fact that I do not hate Jeremy. In fact I once again had so much fun with him last night at work that it frustrates me. Isn't that pathetic. I dislike that I have fun with the guy. We talked the whole entire night about everything and anything, like old times sake. I didn't even look at the clock to see if it was time to leave. I don't know what would be easier seeing him and therefore still enjoying him which is painful or be completly without him which is painful but is much easier to get over a person then. He is looking for a full time job but that will be at least mid may for that since he is in school. Which will mean that he will no longer be working with me. I'm still unsure if this is a blessing or a curse.