It's over.Over.Over.Over. I'm the one who broke up with him and yet I still feel like crap. How can that possibly be? I once again have to give it up to the women's intuition. I knew something was up and yet I let a lot of people talk me into thinking that I was just overreacting. I should have just broken up with him last week. Gotten it over with. But instead I let myself hold on to hope that things would get better. Then tonight he was just an asshole. I mean I was grinding my teeth the whole four hours that felt like an eternity. I wanted to do it the whole night at work but I knew then I would be stuck with him for the rest of the night. So I waited. Then he dropped me off and said goodnight and then I just said."This isn't good." He agreed. And I said "It's over." He also agreed.He then goes on to explain that he thought he was ready to have a girlfriend again (It's been three months since the "princess" as he so affectionatly calls her) but he wasn't. I'm sure that is just a bullshit line. He then goes on to inform me that he's felt this way for awhile but he didn't know how to go about it. Which is of course the classic guy trick to get the girl to break up with him and make him not seem like the bad guy. He assured me that we'd still be friends which I'm sure is only a thing to coddle me. I can't help but cry when I write this. Why do men have to be such assholes? I never want to have anything to do with them ever again. I REALLY mean it this time. I've never had a good experience with them so why do I even bother.

THIS WILL BE MY LAST AND FINAL ENTRY THAT HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH JEREMY!

This was my ironic horoscope today...Don't let minor setbacks get you down. You have plenty to offer and if one person doesn't appreciate you another one will.