..rain on my parade
really
Sunday, Mar. 24, 2002 @ 9:32 pm

Why must I feel icky about everything? Once again I let a little thing about the Jeremy situation upset me quite terribly when I know it shouldn't. I truly wish I was one of the those nonchalant girls who could just say I couldn't care less whether or not he called me or whether or not he wants to do something with me. But it upsets me the fact that I was not included in his weekend plans and the fact that he told me to call him tonight so we could get together after work oh but no I am at home typing this because he doesn't feel well because guess who drank to much once again this weekend.It makes me so mad. It makes me mad at him and it makes me mad at myself for letting myself get mad. Maybe I am just not meant to be in a relationship. He needs space. I haven't seen him since Thursday shouldn't he want to see me? If he doesn't,then should I want to be with him? I'm so upset. I'd love to know what I should do in this crazy situation. I wish the answer were simple. I really like this guy and really thought we could have something. But perhaps I was really wrong. I could use some advice. If anyone is reading this could you please tell me your thoughts on the situation, sign my guestbook. Should I break it off am I just overreacting?????



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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family