Sunday, Mar. 24, 2002 @ 9:32 pm
Why must I feel icky about everything? Once again I let a little thing about the Jeremy situation upset me quite terribly when I know it shouldn't. I truly wish I was one of the those nonchalant girls who could just say I couldn't care less whether or not he called me or whether or not he wants to do something with me. But it upsets me the fact that I was not included in his weekend plans and the fact that he told me to call him tonight so we could get together after work oh but no I am at home typing this because he doesn't feel well because guess who drank to much once again this weekend.It makes me so mad. It makes me mad at him and it makes me mad at myself for letting myself get mad. Maybe I am just not meant to be in a relationship. He needs space. I haven't seen him since Thursday shouldn't he want to see me? If he doesn't,then should I want to be with him? I'm so upset. I'd love to know what I should do in this crazy situation. I wish the answer were simple. I really like this guy and really thought we could have something. But perhaps I was really wrong. I could use some advice. If anyone is reading this could you please tell me your thoughts on the situation, sign my guestbook. Should I break it off am I just overreacting?????
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