My relationship was almost over before it began. Yesterday, in desperation I called Jess from work to ask if I could stay with her at her boyfriends house because I believed I would need a serious shoulder to cry on. I thought that for sure Jeremy was going to break up with me last night.For the last three nights he had been very unlike the person that I was had come to know. I had been reading into things for too long and as bad as people have said that was I couldn't help it. But there is something to be said about a woman's intuition. I knew something was up. So instead of beating around the bush I made the risky move of confronting it and asking "Did I do something wrong?" And he tried at first to deny it but then when I told him that if he wanted to break up with me to do it right then because I didn't want to get more attatched than I already was. And he told me it wasn't like that. He just needed space because he believed that our relationship had moved way to fast and we were spending to much time together. Thank God, I didn't cry. I was having a hard time not letting go. My eyes were watering so badly and my voice was shaking. I all of a sudden got this flashback to the whole Nick relationship which quickly fizzled at this point. I so do not want this to end that way. Things got better as the night progressed. It was really strange because a little before we were about to go home he asked me to go to Walmart with him. Didn't he just express his need for space? I declined and instead was the big lush and drank my two Shmirnoff ices and got a lot of hugs and comforting words from Jess. I think things are okay now, not great and not bad, just okay. I asked him if things were going to be weird and he gave me an adament no. But I did not kiss him which is the first time ever. We'll have to see tomorrow when we work together if things are really more than okay. Keep your fingers crossed.