Thursday, Mar. 14, 2002 @ 11:40 am
"And if I could be who you wanted...If I could be who you wanted all the time."~Radiohead
I was always under the impression that once you fell in love, immediatly all your insecurities washed away. If you were lovable in the other persons eyes then it would be okay to love yourself too. It would no longer matter that you had a belly and that you didn't always have something clever to say and sometimes you were a bitch and that you that you look like crap without makeup and that you sometimes feel like crying for no reason at all. But in all actuality all your insequrities come more to light. I can't help but question how someone could love someone as flawed as myself. I wonder why someone would even bother. Why does he act so sweet, doesn't he realize what he is getting into?
before*little girl your in the middle* after
Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)