Why do I seem to fall so fast? I know from past experience that I should just be friends with guys. Just friends. But then I notice all those great "friends" traits and I imagine how they would be good "boyfriend" traits.

Like tonight I am actually looking forward to working. The crazy reason for that is Jeremy. Jeremy is this really great guy who I work with. He's so much fun. We'll have these great conversations about anything and everthing and all of a sudden we realize that it is nearly time to close and we haven't accomplished anything. He calls me on it when I'm being absurd about my imperfections. Like when I said how awful I look in my glasses and said that I looked like a librarian. He countered and told me nobody would think that he said instead that I looked like a sexy secretary. I got really jealous when I heard that a girl had asked for his phone number and sad for him when she didn't call. It's not like he's gorgeous but he has these beautiful greyblue eyes. UHHHHH! Why is this happening to me again.