21 days until my anniversary. In 21 days I will have reached my goal. On March 28th of last year I broke up with Jeremy. And I told myself that I wasn't going to date anyone for a year. It will be a year in 21 days.

Marie from work owes me a Malibu Orange. She doubted my skills and bet me months ago that I would never make it. She even said she was going to try her hardest to make me break it. She's so impressed that she said she'll have to buy me a whole bottle of Malibu. I haven't written in my journal about Jeremy since December 2. I haven't seen him since last week Saturday(with his fiance of course). I haven't thought about him again until last week when I smelt one of his familiar scents, leather, and it jogged my memory. But it's over and I cannot see myself with him still.It's not that I'm pining away for him but I wish I had something compareable. He was the closest thing I had to love and the closest thing to a good relationship.

amount of dates I've had since then:0

amount of guys I have kissed:2

amount of guys I've fooled around with:1

amount of guys I've fooled around with and then they turned out to be married:1

amount of blind dates with ex's best friend:1

being single and celebate...priceless