I have decided that as a treat to myself I would get a tankini for my slightly more toned body. I thought I found the perfect one yesterday, Anne Klein, my size, halter tankini, pretty sea green kind of color. And I even braved the fitting rooms. I think I have finally gotten over my fear of fitting rooms. This is the trick, you change facing the wall and not the mirrored side. And you only turn once you are fully dressed. This helped me feel less like the total pale roly poly girl. Lighting is everything. I do wonder if there is anyone out there who actually looks in a dressing room mirror and says "Damn, I look good." The swimsuit fit, it a snug sausagy way BUT the bottoms were this horrible europeanish style, really highcut and to put it bluntly you would have to be COMPLETLY bare down there to be caught dead in it. Yikes. I think I'll stick with my basic flattering black (gotta be black)halter suit.

Tonight I am going to pamper myself with Mary Kay's Satin Hands treatment. Tomorrow I get to sleep in until 8 (I'm normally up at 6)go to Curves, take a luxurious bath and use my new sugar exfolliating scrub. On top of all that I have new cream colored Calvin Klein underwear. I'm doing everything in my power to beat this belated PMS I am suffering from.

I'm trying reverse psychology. DO NOT SIGN MY GUESTBOOK!!!!!I MEAN IT DO NOT SIGN MY GUESTBOOK!