..rain on my parade
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Monday, Feb. 03, 2003 @ 6:40 pm

Predictable. They are all so predictable. After just talking as "friends" to Arturo or barely at all since the kiss I had given up on any chance of more with him. Maybe he mistook this for playing hard to get because all of a sudden on Sunday before I'm getting ready to leave he says "You can't leave yet I'll miss you too much." with this huge grin. Whatever. Today should have been back to usual but nope. It was like rewind...back to pre-kiss. Very flirty and always hanging around me. He even brought up how he wanted to make sure I didn't think he wasn't playing me with just kissing me. He wants me to call him tonight at 10:00. The thing is I really don't think I have feelings for him anymore. I pushed them away when I thought I overreacted and misjudged someone again and well moved on. I mean I have this intense desire to take care of him. But do I feel anything more? I don't think so. Even if I did, haven't I learned how stupid it is involved with someone at work. So we'll see how the phone call goes. I'm probably reading WAY to into it. But I promised Cali a call at 10:15 so we can dissect it. She is afterall my rolemodel when it comes to the M (as we call them).


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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family