I hate being a moody emotional girl. I really truly wish that I could wear a warning label on the first day of my period.

OVER EMOTIONAL GIRL: PROCEED WITH CAUTION...BEWARE OF POUTY LIPS AND INSTANT TEARS.

Today is the first day of my period and for the first hour of work I was ever so tempted to call someone to work for me so I could change back into my pajamas crawl under my flannel sheets, listen to weepy girl music and feel bad for myself. It started on Sunday morning while eating my breakfast I decided to finish "About a Boy". There is a scene where he is singing "Killing me Softly" in front of school and all the kids are making fun of him. I started bawling. I knew last night already that I would feel miserable today and I even tried to counteract it with my big tip getting short skirt and chunky high maryjanes. But that didn't help at all. I instead ended up with a terrible hair day which just made me feel even worse. I should have been happy because George was flirting with me as usual but I just felt like what the hell is wrong with him. I look like total shit. And of course it doesn't help that since I kissed Arturo he doesn't speak to me. I wish I could remove the part of my brain that cared about what guys thought of me.And I wish that periods lasted but one day and we were given the day of manditorily.