Sunday, Dec. 01, 2002 @ 12:15 am
I don't think seeing Jeremy would have been so jarring despite my hideous appearance if I wasn't feeling tragically single lately. It sometimes feels like Jeremy was my last chance at a real relationship. It's not even just Jeremy it's the idea of Jeremy. He was a decent guy who was attracted to me and not just to get with me. It's funny because I wonder if things would have been if not for Amanda. Would we have gotten back together? Would I have really wanted to be with him? Or do I just want to be with someone.
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