"I never kissed somebody so that they would break my heart"~lisa loeb

I'm reanalyzing the whole Fernando thing. I'm trying to take a new perspective and I think that I overreacted. It's so sad to say but I think the race thing is having a major twist on my thoughts. I have to very strong warnings from my Mom and Marie (coworker)and I think they keep playing in the back of my mind. I mean if any other guy wanted to go to the park would I think that it was just to fool around? Nope. Probably not. Do I think he still lives with the other woman just because the fact that Latin men are thought to be players? A little bit. It's not like Fernando is like most of the cooks who flirt with every waitress that comes in the kitchen. He seems to really care about his kids. He's a hard worker. Maybe I should just attempt to drown out every thing that everyone else says. If only it were easy. Is this even worth all this work?