..rain on my parade
knowing
Monday, Aug. 19, 2002 @ 4:43 pm

I am a kissing slut. I let it happen again. Alfie worked for Fernando so that he could give me a ride home. I knew what I was getting into. I knew it when we got in the car and he offered me gum. I knew it when there was that akward silence while he drove. I felt it when the car stopped. But I was the one that leaned over and kissed him. It was better. But still no sparks or tingles. I just don't know what to think about the whole situation. It didn't help me that Marie said that Silvia a former employee (and also hispanic) made the comment that since he was married to a Puerto Rican and lived with a Mexican now he's trying for a white girl. Because supposedly white girls to hispanic guys are supposed to be the holy grail.


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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family