I used to have a friend in elementary school that hated her teacher so much that she would make herself throwup every morning at school so she could go home. I think that I to suffer that same problem. Mine isn't as extreme though. I have been getting really bad headaches when I don't want to do something. Like last night I REALLY didn't want to go bar hopping with Jessica. I just do not like the bar scene it is just not for me, I have tried. And around six I had this pounding headache which wouldn't be solved by four aspirin or all the water I drank (jess claims headache's are dry neurons or some crap, when I have a headache I'll do anything). And then of course I got the really bad headache not long before I had to go with Luke. And then I feel like such a liar because there not "real" headaches because I feel that I've brought them on. So last night I did go out, but I was home by twelve and only drank a hard iced tea, vodka and cranberry juice and a kahlua white russian and felt really really bad for being such a bad friend.