TWO DAYS UNTIL CECE'S BIRTHDAY Hindsight is 20/20 right? Here is my hindsight about Tuesday, it's not exactly completly mine it came about after discussing it with my female coworkers.

From a different view maybe Jeremy didn't realize Amanda was coming in. He could have even gone as far as telling her not to but she did irregardless. Then when she came in again he went outside right away so he could stop her from coming in again. So I'm going to think the more positive thing because I really hope that Jeremy wouldn't intentionally try to hurt me.

And as for the reason that Amanda insists on coming in, Toni told me, was because she feels less than confident having me work with him. In other words she is jealous. Toni told me that I should take it instead of hurtful as a compliment.

Doesn't it sometimes make you feel better to look at things in a new perspective.

ADDED TO ENTRY LATER

I'm doing the whole putting myself in another person's shoes. The person's shoes that I am trying on are Amanda's aka MRRRRRR! aka Jeremy's new girlfriend. If I were her I'd be thinking that although I know what crap Jeremy pulled on my friend Katie (aka Princess aka Jeremy's exgirlfriend before Cece)things will be different with me. I think things will be so different that I am willing to choose him over my friend. I feel really weird about him working with his ex-girlfriend. She is so pretty and nice and wonderful. If I were him I would have chosen her instead but he's not good enough for her. Okay so that was my selfish own spin on things. But if I were her I'd have a major problem with him working with his ex.