..rain on my parade
sacharine
Friday, May. 17, 2002 @ 11:54 pm

8!

Tonight me, my mom and my sister Carmen took out my sister Sarah for her birthday. Here sweet sixteen. I had a lot of fun with Sarah and my mom but Carmen no matter how I try I just can't handle being in her presence. Carmen, who I call Sacharine meaning that she is completly fake sweet. I don't know how to explain but Carmen is not even a real person. It is like I am watching an actress. Not even a good actress but one of those cheesy soap opera ones. There is nothing real about her. She adjusts to fit whomever she is with. Tonight she was all flirty with the guy waiting next to us. But it was this god awful act. And it's not just with the opposite sex. She puts on this cutie pie little voice and big smile about everything. It's nauseating just to watch her. She just wants everyone to love her. But who is she? I don't even know. I think that she has been playing this character that everyone adores that she doesn't even know who she is anymore. How can someone do that?



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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family