I am about ready to give up. I am in the search of the "perfect" dress for my birthday. I did not expect it to be THIS difficult. In my mind I had this perfect little black sleeveless wrap dress. I had seen one similar to this idea at Target but once I tried it on I was sadly dissappointed to see it LOOKED LIKE CRAP! Since then I have tried locating anything similar, something black sleeveless, short sleeved or halter. Preferably no strapless or spaghetti strapped. Money is no object, well a little bit of an object. But of course I can find nothing. NOTHING!

excerpt from my Tarot card reading: Hanged man(represented my relationship with Jeremy)In readings, the Hanged Man reminds us that the best approach to a problem is not always the most obvious. When we most want to force our will on someone, that is when we should release. When we most want to have our own way, that is when we should sacrifice. When we most want to act, that is when we should wait. The irony is that by making these contradictory moves, we find what we are looking for.