I need to start this entry with an extreme apology to my best friend Jess. She was very upset with me because she decided to read my diary and realized that I don't always say the nicest things about her. I explained to her that I don't always think when I write things. It's a bunch of emotions that I just spill out and I do it and then it's over and I move on with my life. It's my emotional purge, not necessarily my REAL feelings at the time. I want to set the record straight and say that Jess is a wonderful person who sometimes can drive me crazy (which I know I do the same thing to her) but who I absolute need there for my emotional support. Sometimes she makes me mad and sometimes she makes me jealous and sometimes I wish that she would gain 50 pounds and become ugly so I could have a chance with the guys but she is always there from me and we have a great time when we're together. I love you Jess, my little soda whore!