..rain on my parade
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Monday, Apr. 01, 2002 @ 10:43 pm

It totally sucks, I know longer know how to act around Jeremy. It's like that part of my brain is gone. Do I act like how we were before we were dating, while we were dating? Do I act hurt? Do I act totally over him? I don't even know how to define our relationship, if there even is one, so how do I know how to act? For example tonight Erin needed stamps so I told her to go to the gas station. Once we got there I realized that he was working and all of a sudden I clammed up. Do I have to avoid him like Ben the last guy that things failed with? But it was to late and all of a sudden I realize that I look all stalkarish which is not how I want to be perceived. So then I attempted to act evasive but he was so friendly that I couldn't help being friendly. Not to mention I work with him tomorrow for four hours. How will I handle myself? I admit it I still like the guy but should I let on that I do? GRRRRR! DO NOT DATE COWORKERS!!!!!


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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family