God, of course things had to be sooo good between us today at work. Me and Jeremy that is. It was completly like old times. The conversation never ended and we were teasing each other. I didn't want to leave after the two hours we had together were over. It had been so much fun. Then of course he tells me about how he really has given up drinking and what a relief it is. He had told me after his very bad hangover yesterday that he wasn't going to drink again. I didn't believe it. But you could tell when he walked in today that he had been true to his word. Of course, yeah, he had to look good today too. He had been out with the guys and hadn't drinken anything. He also told me that he has decided that he is going to get a full time job again and go to school part time which is exactly what I thought he should do. Grrr! Why couldn't he have been someone today that I didn't want to be with. I'm quite sure now that we will still be friends but I'm quite positive I want more. That is terrible isn't it? I'm requesting some input. If you have advice PLEASE leave me a note.