tryst noun an agreement, as between two lovers,to meet

"Cause you're everywhere to me... And when I close my eyes it's you I see..You're everything I know that makes me believe...I'm not alone"~Michelle Branch

I really attempted to write about something other than Jeremy but nothing else comes to mind. I am head over heals. This is the first time that I have ever experienced this (I'm sure I am nauseating anyone who has to read this). My one major relationship (not in length but in seriousness) got physical to fast and ended very poorly and I of course was left with the pieces of my broken heart. But with Jeremy there is no need for me to feel I have to be someone else. I don't have to be worried that I have to come up with something clever to say. He thinks I'm a "hot chick" (cheesy, I know) but no one has ever thought of me than more than the kind of cute girl who you can take home to mom. I don't feel self conscience or ashamed of my size or for the fact that sometimes I just need to be held.Last night we drove around and just talked and then we parked in our driveway and I layed my head on his chest and we sang along with the music. I wanted to stay with him all night. We haven't really had a "real" date but I feel like I've known him forever. Am I totally nuts?