Wednesday, Feb. 06, 2002 @ 9:59 am
I have this male penpal who asked me if I was really a 5'6" blue eyed brunette that weighs 150 pounds. If I were to lie would I have chosen that? I would have chose to be 5'8" 120 pounds with blonde hair.
My other best friend Jessica goes by those measurements and not to mention she's pretty. It's not even that. She has this way of carrying herself and unabashedly flirting that seems to draw attention from anything male in the vicinity. It is extremely difficult to not feel like the ugly duckling. And to make matters worse she'll unintentionally rub it in your face. Like "Can you believe the way that guy was staring at me?" I know it's not highly likely but maybe he was looking at me I'd like to say.It has come to the point where I don't want to do anything in public with her. It just makes me feel like crap about myself.
before*little girl your in the middle* after
Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)