..rain on my parade
anti-crush drug
Sunday, Aug. 11, 2002 @ 3:53 pm

Bahama Mama, Vodka lemonade, Baja Rosa shot, Carmel Apple shot, Malibu Orange,Blue Rasberry UV Vodka with lemonade and an Alabama Slammer. My last 21st birthday celebration and thank god. Each time I go to the bars I realize why I don't like it. I mean *gag* all it is, is a big pickup line. Poor Erin, the birthday girl, miss two Sky Blues had 11 shots and four drinks. Lucky for her she has a really great boyfriend who took good care of her. But we were home by 12:30 which I was happy for since I did after all have to start my twelve hour day at 8:00 am.

Hmmm. If someone asks if you are single and asks you why because you a very beautiful, does that mean that he's interested? We did catch each other looking at each other yesterday at work and exchanged smiles,but that's it. This is so not good. It has turned into a full blown CRUSH. It's like his comment fanned the flames of a crush that was already there. I keep checking if he's in the room and overanalyzing his every move to look for clues. Isn't there some kind of pill I can take to end this? I think I'm going to come with an anti-crush drug.

Reasons why I shouldn't like Fernando.

he barely speaks English

he's divorced (major baggage)with kids (I actually like that aspect other than the fact that I am sure it'd be difficult to deal with their mother)

we work together

GRRRRR!



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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family