..rain on my parade
mirror, mirror
Monday, Mar. 03, 2003 @ 6:10 pm

When I stand in the mirror what do I see. My toes are anally painted razamataz, a deep wine color. My legs are extremely pale white which makes the coffeestained birthmark on my right leg stand out more. I've never minded having a birthmark, it makes me different, my sister thought that my parents had spilled coffee on my leg when I was little and that is what happened. I get my legs from my grandma and they're something I actually like about myself. Then comes my worst feature. My belly. I can't even call it a stomach because it's too soft looking. I hate it, especially on the right side where I have my three inch appendix scar. My other favorite feature are my breasts. A full C. Then my face. Sometimes I think it's not so bad and other days I hate it. Of course there is my very rosy cheeks. It has taken me years to accept them. My nose is pretty basic. I like my eyes. Their baby blue and when I'm emotional they get a deep blue. But I feel that no one sees them beneath my glasses which I have no choice but wear because I can't deal with contacts. I feel like a librarian in them. My hair is chin length and is a washed out red which has become a goldenish redish color that I am so sick of. Then their are the two inches of brown roots that I am trying terribly hard to grow out.My hair is what I get from my mom's side with all it's weird ways it curls only in random places. Sometimes when I look in the mirror I think I look okay and other days I hate looking the way I do. Sometimes I think things would be better if I were someone else. Or if I were thinner or prettier or had beautiful long hair. But would I want to? My flat butt and my blushy cheeks are what make me.



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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family