Thursday, Feb. 06, 2003 @ 8:40 am
I used the virtual model site last night after reading about it in miss-miami's diary. It was really weird to see a pretty accurate replica of yourself. I actually didn't think I looked too bad. Then I looked at what I'd look like at 257 pds like the Dolores in the book I'm rereading,"She's Come Undone". And then I made the model 5 pds lighter to see what I'll look like in maybe another 3 months with Curves. It felt like being a little girl again playing dressup when I went to the bridal section and tried on dresses. I don't think I'll actually have a big wedding. I just don't see it happening. If I do get married, which I still see as unlikly I can't see spending all that money on one day. Why have I become so practical in my old age???
before*little girl your in the middle* after