..rain on my parade
duh, duh, duhdah
Thursday, Feb. 06, 2003 @ 8:40 am

I woke up with "I'll always love you for the rest of my days...in your sweet sexy ways." Huh? Considering my cd player had been playing Fiona Apple before I went to bed and not a single sound is coming from my quiet house now, I have NO idea where this song came from. At least if you are going to have a song stuck in your head can't it be a good one?

I used the virtual model site last night after reading about it in miss-miami's diary. It was really weird to see a pretty accurate replica of yourself. I actually didn't think I looked too bad. Then I looked at what I'd look like at 257 pds like the Dolores in the book I'm rereading,"She's Come Undone". And then I made the model 5 pds lighter to see what I'll look like in maybe another 3 months with Curves. It felt like being a little girl again playing dressup when I went to the bridal section and tried on dresses. I don't think I'll actually have a big wedding. I just don't see it happening. If I do get married, which I still see as unlikly I can't see spending all that money on one day. Why have I become so practical in my old age???



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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family