Thursday, Dec. 19, 2002 @ 5:11 pm
Today I was called beautiful no less than twenty times, gorgeous a half dozen times and cute once. It's making me absolutly nauseous! Believe me I'm far from vain. Before I worked with a primarily mexican male staff I had never been called beautiful.I never recieve male attention. Now its old shoe. George told me today that my name is no longer Katie but instead beautiful. I want to gag. I feel like I'm in a cheesy made for tv movie. Don't get me wrong if it didn't feel like a total crock of shit I'd be happy. George is an attractive guy. For Christ's sake the guy's married with two little girls. Will I never be found attractive by anyone other than a married mexican who's looking for a piece of ass?
before*little girl your in the middle* after