When I got to work tonight I noticed that someone had stuck a folded note inside my folder. I immediatly recognized the childish handwriting to be Jeremy's."Katie,Sorry for coming in the restaurant. I didn't think that you would be working that early. So I apologize if it bothered you."To most this may not seem like a big deal but to me this is huge. He did not owe me an explanation and if he did he could have let it wait until tomorrow when we work together. But it must have bothered him badly enough that he wanted me to know that it wasn't intentional right away.

Tonight Miriah asked me if I'd go to the wedding if I were invited. I know I won't get invited but I would go. I feel a certain attatchment to Jeremy even if I know I shouldn't. Then I started thinking about whether I would be "friends"(if you can even call it that) if we weren't working together. I'd never known about the whole Amanda thing. I'd probably run into him some night at a bar and we'd do one of those akward conversatins with fake smiles and everything. Would that be better? To be able to so quickly erase him from my life or is it better to force myself to deal with moving on the hard way.I couldn't tell you. I still believe he is in my life for some reason.