..rain on my parade
~shaky~
Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 @ 10:28 am

I'm a bit worried that I have hit that point in my relationship with Jeremy. I went from being completly confident to starting to question things. It completly sucks. I always get lectured that I read into things to much. But I can't help it in this situation.I like him so much! I feel like doing that old girl trick where you pull away to see if they'll come back. God, I never thought I would become like that. All this is over the fact that I called him last night to say goodnight. Every other night, practically we do something at night so I didn't want to go to bed without first talking to him. So I called him and regretted it as soon as I did. He was really evasive on the phone which I know he has told me before that he hates being on. But those doubts start creeping into my mind. Like is he sick of me, I bet he no longer wants to be with me ....It always seems that once I am confident in something it disappears. I really do not want this to disappear. Why can't things be easier.


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Katie(me)...curvy single 21 year old Wisconsin waitress who has the worst luck in men, believes in the positive effects of sexy underwear especially black,can't live without music, painted toenails, Curves(gym for women)and a good book(The Scandolous Summer of Sissy LeBlanc by Lorraine Despres)

The non-fuckwit~Jeremy the wonderful guy I'm seeing, met him at the restaurant where I work

THE FUCKWITS...George...very attractive very MARRIED flirtatious cook at work and oh yeah whose brother is Fernando,who I fooled around with before George started at the restaurantand before I found out he too was married Arturo...busboy I was interested in and kissed but nothing ever came ofJeremy...ex I broke up with in march because he wasn't ready for a relationship and then he got engaged a month later

THE CAST...

Jessica...best friend, beautiful built like a playboy bunny who I love yet drives me crazy

Erin...my best friend down to earth with a three year old son Logan

Cali...my long lost twin or so it seems at the restaurant

Miriah...friend from work who is absolutly beautiful on the inside and out

Judi's Place...family restaurant I work at they are like a second family